I'm not as healthy as I think I am. I have been realizing that I think I'm invincible now. Which is very ironic considering I have been proven not to be.

     I was looking forward to going to speak to a school yesterday but sadly, I was extremely sick. I had helped a friend the day before take care of a very sick dog, and didn't think anything of it. But somehow I was very sick the next day. Also, today is my last "first day" of treatment. Starting chemo again, but this is it, guys. It has to be. I just want to get on with my life already. Impatiently waiting on when I no longer need to get anything.

     I'm feeling a little bit better today. I've found when I feel my worst I turn to makeup to brighten me up, so I created a very out of the world look yesterday while I was bored. No matter what life throws at me or takes away from me I can always find peace and comfort in makeup. Something I love. I'm eagerly awaiting my shopping spree next Monday to fill my life with even more makeup.